the polyhymnia's lullaby

2011-03-08T09:07:00.004+08:00

Have I ever told you I started this blog because of a crush? (A different one.) We worked in the same building years ago. He was older, sweet, very flirtatious. Precisely what I needed. It was lovely to be told that I was beautiful. I see that in myself, but I appreciate when someone else says so.

So I began writing this blog as the most indirect way of flirting in the world.

And do you know what happened with that guy? Nothing.

Do you know what happened with this blog? Everything.

A bit of a strange beginning, but I wouldn’t change it for the world.

As to what will happen with this new crush? I can’t say. For now, I’ll just hold my tongue and love the place I’m in. Because I really do.

Hope you find some butterflies this weekend, friends.

excerpt from notyouraverageordinary.blogspot

there is just something about this post that puts a smile in your heart and make you feel as if your whole body is filled with chocolate fondue sprinkled with rainbow dust.

2010-12-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

"Here's what i think.
I think that a lot of days for me recently,
Its like every split second, the whole universe is created and destroyed.
Its like constantly collapsing and reforming.
And i think a lot of people feel that.
And i think that love is the answer and thats the only thing that matters.
I think that there's a lot of really evil people that are in control and everything.
But i think people know what to do and there's gonna be a big change."

2010-12-20T12:38:00.004+08:00

more DaDa than GaGa,

more thinking than drinking,

more arty than party.

like a room filled with fluorescent cotton candy bask in neon lights,
im pretty much in euphoria.

2010-12-10T19:47:00.004+08:00

cause some truth can only do more harm than good.

sod it.

oh well,

back to audio orgasm.

2010-12-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

you're gonna be here in four months time!

euphoric much?

FUCK YEAH.

genies and sparkles

2010-12-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

Our eyelashes brushed like they would weave together by themselves,

turning us into one wild thing.

I say,

“I think I missed you before I even met you."

2010-12-04T19:35:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes you wake up.

Sometimes the fall kills you.

And sometimes, when you fall,

you fly."

The Many Words & Faces of Andrew VanWyngarden {part one}

2010-10-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

2010-09-24T20:29:00.004+08:00

your presence certainly paint my world a little brighter. i dont fancy you though. i just think you make a kickass brother. on the other hand, i've been repeating this phrase telepathically throughout the day, "THIS IS MY PANSYSHIT and SHAMBO MTF". i certainly know where this came from though. :)

and holy jizzles its the sexgod!

hella familiar but i cant seem to put a finger on who his lookalike is.

2010-01-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

stoooooooooooooooooooooooooopid truck!
you spoil everything.
truck! truck! truck! truck! truck!!

what a great way to start the new year. -.-

2009-12-19T13:00:00.003+08:00

i have a FUCKER for a brother. a Fucker with capital F.

editted
ok fine. he's not that bad. he just need $2 to be an angel again. hahah.

bright lights and black holes

2009-12-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

the fucking problem with myself is that i tend to hope too much and when my hopes are dash, i'll be hitting rockbottom. i should have learn a thing or two from the corpse bride. like things would never go according to plan. *bang*
urghhh i hate you monoclone creatures! but like brian sings, "a heart that hurts is a heart that works". awwwww, i♥u brian. i feel better already just listening to your voice. hah.

escapade

2009-11-05T13:19:00.006+08:00

i wanna fly there and never come back.

i know this is random but it just cross my mind that,
- the rythm of the rain pelting against the window is making me sleepy.
- i am looking forward for the family picnic this weekend. cycling!
- and i need new sandals. badly.

flyers and fcukers

2009-11-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

i hate the route that leads towards the ICA building cause its forever filled with people handing out flyers. and you know, when someone hands you a flyer, it's like they're saying, "Here, you throw this away." -.-
oh, on the other hand, my passport is finally renewed. :)

we're singing to the ambulance.

2009-10-29T17:35:00.007+08:00

its time like these that i'll wish i have sisters instead of brothers for a sibling cause apparently everyone in this house is sexist. i cant be bothered to elaborate more of the sexism in this house. sooner or later, im going to self-destruct. trust me.

lets not fight im tired can we just sleep tonight
turn away, its just there's nothing left here to say
turn around, i know we're lost but soon we'll be found

2009-10-27T19:06:00.002+08:00

"A friend said he didn't think he had ever really fallen in love, although he may have stepped in it a few times."-Patricia Merril

i think i have so too.

change

2009-10-25T21:41:00.004+08:00

note to self:
Change is inevitable, except maybe from a vending machine.

oh oh, and i just got to know that amanda palmer is coming to singapore but sadly its on areen birthday. oh well, i dont think she'll be performing anyway.

the end of teenager.

2009-09-17T15:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY MARZIAH!

too bad we're not the same age anymore but at least im still a teen. hahah. anyway, may everything i wish for you in the msg came true and i hope to meet u soon pony. :)

bang bang!

2009-09-12T15:57:00.004+08:00

for an instance there, i thought i was in a middle of a movie filming. imagine walking around causeway point and suddenly this happen.

haha. kinda cool actually. i think these kids plan this up. ironically, i just happen to found a blog that belongs to one of the people involved in this. apparently, this is called a flashmob and in this case, a "bang" flashmob. they even include the "bang". hah. its something similar to this,

very cool indeed. so cool that even the police decided to show up too. lol!

goodnight and big balls

2009-09-01T14:59:00.004+08:00

im in love with the weather nowadays. its so chilly willy that its making me wanna snuggle in my bed all day long. and im on the edge of losing my voice due to the excessive laughing while watching wipeout. i shall watch the encore again today. hah. oh the encore's starting now anyway. so, goodnight and big balls. :)

self-riot

2009-08-29T22:00:00.005+08:00

i didnt realise you've got the power to make me laugh and cry at the same time.

the more i adore you, the more i hate myself.

im wearing a frown like pierrot the clown

2009-08-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

all i can do now is to wallow in sorrow and hug myself to sleep. this is definately the worst day.

note to self: i have a feeling it would end this way. but how can it end when it haven't even begin.

my mind is a box

2009-08-28T17:44:00.003+08:00

im chronically hung over. automaton. that's how im feeling right now. my attention is cashed so dont talk to me anymore.

im influence so easily so influence me please.

automatic joy

2009-08-23T21:25:00.005+08:00

all i can do now is to smile and hug my heartshape pillow. this is definately my lucky day. :)

note to self: don't be too excited now.

swag.

2009-07-09T20:29:00.014+08:00

"you'll get a chance to rub shoulders with them"

i want! i want! i wanna see them! i wanna see them live so badly .

can someone please whisk me to HITEC- Star Hall on August 3rd.

battle for the sun

2009-04-19T21:32:00.008+08:00

i♥thisblogskin. :)

and that is why i can continue blogging once more.
got tired of the old skin and thus i feel lazy to update.
anyway, there's some other stuff i need to update too. heh.

and i'm in need of £ 70.00. i badly want this stuff.
how oh how am i gonna get it?
can i have it as an advanced birthday present. can homer? :)

♫ 08062009 ♫

i cant wait. :)

ironic

2009-02-05T00:56:00.009+08:00

lemme tell u guys about an incident which happen today.
and so i went home straight after school cause i was darn tired. reach home, enter my house and took off my shoe. put down my bag on the sofa and started to unzip the sweater that i was wearing. just as i took off my sweater, something drop to the floor. it was a piece of paper so small u won't even notice. but my instinct told me to pick it up and read it. and so i pick it up and open it. and guess what.

written on that piece of paper in a messy handwriting was, my name. in raimi's handwriting.

-_- so thats where this paper was hiding all along. up in the air, and into my hoodie. now, i cant stop laughing when i recall back all of their faces trying to look for this piece of paper. hahahah.

midnight madness

2009-01-13T00:47:00.012+08:00

friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

and im glad i can make you laugh again.

its nearly 1 in the morning.

and i have to be in school in approximately 7 hours.

but this super hyper whiny baby just wont let me go to sleep.

i can hear my bed calling out for me.
just wait and see cause i bet we will be late for school tomorrow.

brown wine, turpentine

2009-01-08T21:37:00.012+08:00

somehow,

its better not to feel. the poison might just kill.

somehow,

its better not to know. the truth is colder than the snow.

somehow,

its better not to hope. cause the ending might be hard to cope.

so just close your eyes and count to ten.
this is as close as you will get.

fairy tales

2008-11-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

can i ask a tooth fairy to grant my wish.

i want my internet back.

and money.

and pendek.

and many many more.

so how many tooth do i need??

you spin me round round

2008-10-25T23:13:00.001+08:00

today is sucha waste. no point in going to school. we did mostly nothing for almost all lesson. we play badminton for s&w, surf the net for foong lesson and for public relation, we attend some workshop that teaches us on how to play the stack game .the game look quite interesting though. you just have to stack and unstack the cups accordingly at your fastest speed. i shall try it once i reach home using the ikea cup. hah. the talk lasted for an hour so we have to go back to PR class. and all i did during the lesson was to watch this and laugh,

this is one hilarious shit! 90's are so happening. just look at the hair and those dance moves.

and marziah keep dancing the moves frm this video to annoy me. -_-

anyway after the last lesson, we decided to head for lunch. at ljs. as usual. haha. sot didnt tag along with us cause she was late for the survivor live telecast. she practically fly out of mrs yeo class. hahah. crazy! just because the show doesnt have any commercial break, she's willing to rush back home every friday. anyway, headed back home after lunch. and i did have a chance to try the curling thongs. was quite good but its $160. shall ask homer for it. :))

playback

2008-10-24T00:31:00.013+08:00

went to eat wif my two baby's, marziah and qad after school since the three of us have so much free time and none wanna go back home first. we decided to eat at sakura but since it's under construction,we had to find another place to eat. not my fault though. i didnt know that northpoint was under construction at the moment. plus that mtfsh information counter lady did not even tell us that sakura was temporarily close when i ask her for direction to sakura. she just directed us the way to sakura and continue yakking away on the phone. lazybum! then what do you expect us to do once we found the place. cry outside? stupid counter lady. marziah was super hungry and piss off at that point. by the time we've decided to eat at KFC, she's already cussing like a motormouth. then there was the queing problem. the KFC people were super slow. long queue=another round of cursing for marziah. hah.

but this girl turned out to be annoyingly hyper instanly after eating. wont stop singing along some stupid old 80s song that was playing at the moment. it goes something like this, "na na nnana naaanaaaa , you sexxay babe!". hahah! silly song. i wasnt even born when that song came out i think. and she keep on wailing that tune in our ear. annoying sia this psycho retro.

anyway while going back home, we saw someone who look exactly like aziemah. but only from the back.

same right! i nearly wanted to tap her shoulder thinkking it was ziemah.

and what qad said was really true.

"but at times, there’s more that one should think in life rather than wasting time dealing with the minor ones. there are bigger things that are happenig in life so no point in dwelling over the little ones."

i ♥ these two darlings!

2008-10-23T01:59:00.002+08:00

marziah say they both look the same.

and i like both. :)

♥

now i just need to get one more pic,
and then its complete.
and exactly how am i suppose to get a picture of the other one..

2008-10-22T23:45:00.001+08:00

wednesday. another long long looooong day in school. but today was worth it. because...
ppendekk ♥
heh. and he wore a specs! oh so the-drop-dead-the-gorgeous!!!! *melts* lol! thank u qad for spotting him for me. *hugs* eh wait, no thank u qad! coz u sat next to yellow! no fair!! imma steal yellow and put him in a sack and lock him up in my store, so that u cant see him anymore. hahah! gelojoh sia shekyn. ppendekk want, yellow also one. but id pick ppendekk over yellow anyday. :)

gathering

2008-10-19T01:58:00.001+08:00

tired!
happy, yet annoyed.
fun,
but still tiring.

and thank you farhana!
you're my hero for today.
not like that wonderwoman.
everytime need to do her lips :D

anyway it was nice to go out together. hope that if there's a next time, the rest can come along too.

(raye at ziemah house)

its nearly 2am so im off to bed now.